I feel guilty because there are so many other people who seem to do so much more (we have a small congregation in a large beautiful Church building).
I've been asked to be on the Church council (12 members [wonder where that number came from]) and have refused to do it.
Personally I think I would not be good there since I don't like working in groups (must be my military training) & those who know me can testify I can be a real pain in the neck with my strong opinions.
The study today was on Mary mother of Jesus & how she took on a great duty when she was a young girl; how she said "may it be done to me according to your word" or "“Let it be with me according to your word”(Luke 1:38 NASB/NRSV).
So I feel guilty!
guilt (n) the state of having done a wrong or committed an offense; culpability, legal or ethical; a painful feeling of self-reproach resulting from a belief that one has done something wrong or immoral